GROWING SMALL
I've been moving toward simplification in my life with a concentration on a slower pace in 2018 (externally AND internally). An evolution of this focus is QUALITY over QUANTITY, and it's showing up in a few ways. For example, my numbers are DOWN across the board in all aspects of my business.
My circle GROWS SMALLER.
How's that for a paradox?
I am beginning to ACCEPT this as TRUE growth.
The fewer people I interact with the more REFINED and POTENT those interactions can become. As a highly sensitive person, I must not dilute myself, whether to fit an acceptable mold OR to create opportunities to spread myself further to serve more people.
NOPE. [Loving this word, "nope". It's softer than NO, but gets me to the same place.]
So... Nope. Not going to chase numbers or judge or try to distinguish success or failure by that paradigm. Last year, I structured a lot of my efforts around a 90 day cycle. So for the next 90 day cycle, I will let it go. I will surrender into SERVING and appreciating who is here... and who shows up.
Fuck the chase, y'all. My entrepreneur's spirit is feeling the crushing weight of it.
No chase. Just invitations.
No judgment. Only service.
This is my personal MEDICINE OF THE MOMENT. Today, I am serving me.
I found a POST on social media recently that struck a chord.
