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LIGHTWORKER BLINDSPOT
As a profoundly sensitive human, I am careful and particular about who + what I interact with. When someone is only willing to be / work / stay / explore IN THE LOVE + THE LIGHT then there likely awaits a shit-ton of untended information / wisdom / juice / dormant potential AND ALSO warnings + landmines. Ignored or untended material can become volatile, awaiting opportunity to burst forth or seep out from the shadows bringing tumult - often manifesting as DRAMA.
We ALL carry untended material, but if you refuse to explore yours or honor it in others, you may be walking with quite a stockpile and working with a mighty big blindspot.
CHAOS: FRESH AWARENESS AND AN EVOLVING RELATIONSHIP
Let’s be real. Chaos is unavoidable. And not all chaos is bad. I don’t mean… let’s be neutral about chaos… although I think that’s also a helpful tactic.
I’m saying that my well honed chaos detector activates panic and deploys shields (that once SAVED me) sometimes too soon. And I miss out on the ENJOYMENT of the chaotic parts of creative endeavors.
GROWING SMALL
I've been moving toward simplification in my life with a concentration on a slower pace in 2018 (externally AND internally). An evolution of this focus is QUALITY over QUANTITY, and it's showing up in a few ways. For example, my numbers are DOWN across the board in all aspects of my business.
My circle GROWS SMALLER.
How's that for a paradox?
SENSITIVE INJURY - A PERSONAL CHRONICLE
I've previously written more on the INJURY PHASE of what I've dubbed the SENSITIVE CYCLE but have never chronicled my own experiences from within this stage. Here you'll find a quick description of the SENSITIVE CYCLE, along with four videos totally 27 minutes, spanning a month's time during a recent period of PERSONAL BURNOUT which had me firmly planted in INJURY mode for longer than expected.
DEVOTION IS A PRACTICE
Whether in the realm of relationships.... faith... principle... path... project... or promise,
I believe to declare something as sacred, we must practice the art of devotion.
But don't be daunted.... a practice can be honed... devotion can be learned...
SACRED CAN BE CLAIMED
MEDICINE WALK MESSAGES: SAGUARO
It's okay to GROW SLOW because you ENDURE
Be sure your measuring stick is calibrated to the majesty of your true trajectory. Your flashy, zooming contemporaries might make you feel like you're not "getting anywhere", but yours is a completely different growth chart. TRUST THAT!
WHAT MATTERS MORE THAN CAN'T
[AUDIO VERSION AVAILABLE] The energetic and emotional costs to build and maintain a FORTRESS OF CAN’T are exorbitant and without yield or return. So while essentially you pay either way, to FIND YOUR CAN is an investment offering results and rewards.
SACRED MUD PAUSE
Sinking in... accepting the gifts of Mother Earth and sacred mud. Fully trusting that when it’s time to move, I’ll have the wings I need.